Maureen Stapleton
A telephone conversation (transcript)
with Art Nefsky discussing her stage fright.
September, 1997
NEFSKY: There are many reasons
why people get stage fright or get self-conscious, or let’s say... nervous
at auditions. Was there ever a time when you got nervous at
an audition or during a show?
STAPLETON: Well, one always has
stage fright. It goes with the territory. For me it was always
there.
NEFSKY: You’ve done a lot of theater.
You’ve had a lot of opening nights. Was there something you did to
make yourself feel better -- or did you just suffer through
it?
STAPLETON: Yes. It was always
there.
NEFSKY: So there was nothing
you could do? You never really overcame it?
STAPLETON: No. I just knew that
was the way it was. It goes with it.
NEFSKY: Do you have any advice
that you can give an aspiring entertainer with stage fright?
STAPLETON: Just keep going!
NEFSKY: Just keep going -- fear
and all?
STAPLETON: Oh, yes.
NEFSKY: Did you worry about what
people thought of you? Was there a fear of judgment?
STAPLETON: I just tried to do
my best. I didn't think so much about what other people thought of
me..
NEFSKY: Some people are afraid
of even trying because they think they’re going to look bad.
STAPLETON: Oh, no, no... you just
keep going.
NEFSKY: That’s great. I’m
happy that you called me.
STAPLETON: Thank you. I’m
sorry I’m not much help.
NEFSKY: No no, you are!
Some people acknowlege that they do have the fear but keep going, so you’re
an example of someone that has the fear, or had the fear...
STAPLETON: Always -- you always
have it.
NEFSKY: ...and do it anyway!
STAPLETON: Yes. It goes with the
territory. It’s part of the job.
NEFSKY: How bad was it?
STAPLETON: It’s hard to describe. I...
well I used to always throw up if I ate between matinee and evening performances
so I finally had to stop, thinking this was silly. It wasn’t bad.
It just was automatic, so I stopped having dinner between matinee and evenings.
NEFSKY: Did you feel nervous after
the performance?
STAPLETON: No
NEFSKY: Did you feel...
STAPELTON: Relieved!
NEFSKY: So, a lot of people
go into the business, go through all that work, and rather than enjoy their
own performance, the best feeling they get is a sence of... relief?
STAPLETON: Yes. You’re relieved
that you did it.
NEFSKY: I wonder why a person
would get into that business in the first place if all you get is a sense
of relief.
STAPLETON: Well, it’s a nice feeling.
NEFSKY: Yes. I suppose it’s
sort of like going on a rollercoaster or bungee jumping.
STAPLETON: I don’t do that!
NEFSKY: Now, you’ve been in the
business for how long?
STAPLETON: Well... about fifty
years.
NEFSKY: In those fifty years,
was there ever a time when you did feel comfortable, where you did a show
-- maybe it was during a long run?
STAPLETON: No, even when it’s
a long run I'm always apprehensive.
NEFSKY: So why did you do it?
STAPLETON: For the joy of working. |